Emptiness

I was feeling really empty+lonely last night.. I've never felt that way before.. It was a weird feeling, I just feel like talking to someone desperately. So I rang up some friends, all whom did not answer my call.. except one which I woke him up from sleeping.. felt kinda bad, it was a short convo as I dont wanna disturb him sleeping.. It was kinda late, they were probably sleeping.. Then I was listening to Jolin's 反覆记号 (repeat note).. It just made me feel more sad, but for some reasons I love listening to it as I could link to the song, felt what shes singing.. That's why I love that song so much.. I think the song is about her in some way. I felt inspired too at that moment and I started reading through the lyrics and felt compelled to translate the lyrics.. Some lines proved to be too hard for me to translate cos of my poor vocabs..

I don't like that feeling, I shut down my PC, went upstairs and turn on my radio. Then I thought of channeling this feeling to write some lyrics which I did.. I tried to sleep but there were just too many thoughts in my head, so I decided not to and instead lay on my bed and listen to the radio as I thought i could listen to some stories of what the dj had to tell or listening to the dj reading out smses and just enjoy the songs. I don't think there were any dj taking over that day after 2.. I weren't really paying attention to it either.

Then, I thought I would give it one last try.. I miss called my friend and was surprised to get a sms reply.. So then I asked her if shes sleeping, and she replied shes not.. and so yeah, I called her. It's cool though, she totally cheered me up, we talked quite a lot, but my stupid phone cut my convo at 40mins.. it always does. Dont know what's its prob.. I felt really glad that time to have such good friend and finally able to sleep. LOL...



Okzz so here's the lyrics I wrote, I kinda like it as it seemed to differ a bit from my previous writing style. But its really funny when I read it through myself after I done writing it.. it seemed stupid in some ways too..
It's still untitled:

You brought me here,
walking on your endless road,
tell me who are these people. (What?)
I don't know them anymore.

Chorus:
Stop now,
stop humming that same tune,
I dyed my hair,
changed my wardrobe,
so what's next? What's next?

I hate my geeky specs,
the way I hate my hair colour.
Where am I going?
Where the hell is this?
Kill that sadness,
kill the loneliness.
Fill me in, fill me in now..

(Repeat chorus)

Oh please, not that tune,
shutting down,
falling down, falling down..
in my never awakening dream... ALONE!

(Repeat chorus)

PS: I think this lyrics would be good for a rock ballad.. lol..